J-Morrel

six & half months have past sinces we last seen Jr n his new star he got her name cierra sky and sky was were he was headed with her by his side see he in the first month he wifed her bought her the fresh kicks with purple laces now she be sendin text with the smilie faces recently he hit her with the promise ring you know the type to make a girl sing shit started to feel so real six months later and shit started to get real all the success started to get to his head next thing you know he wakin up to another bitch in his bed how could he fuck her raw he stressin in his mind " why did I undress her to make it worst he h

The choices you make affect more than yourself let me set the sence first with a young nigga bout eighteen Who moved to the big city to pursue is dreams someone like Luther King main focus: gettin his fam out the slums away from the crackheads and the dummies with guns the first day of college a lil more knowledge for boi who seemed distracted by this bad chick on his right she had them jeans tight package with a nice waist and pretty face with a tattoo on wrist that said "beauty is far more than skin Deep" but to top it off .. she was educated you know the type to stay dedicated she gave him a mean smirk yea he smiled ba

cocked back and blown to another dimension in this position because this fucked up decision smilin harder than kool aid man cause you brung heat to cold winter but i knew better more emotions in these veins than the sickle cells in them so im heated to the point of no choice but to smile wanting to swing so hard to shatter the walls of reality falling through space tryn find my morality that i cant phathom only thing that comes to mind is the light hazel pattern in your eyes only the cover to the lies funny how something that makes you see so clearly can distort your vision badly

revealing pools of virtue the doorway to the truth the grey the blue the hazel maybe even brown eyes eyes of sorrow and others that embody love eyes of strenght and full of lies varieties but what i love the most your natural eyes the eyes that i gaze in and get ever so lost in the lucid eyes that glisten when shined upon the gateway to your truth No lies only innocence the eyes i love the most the eyes that cant be described your eyes

Physically racing forward with a goal to look toward but unconsciously hit wit deception from whats in my reflection needing a kick...wake up but now findin my self fallin in the tub, face up Inception.. but im up..autumn it was a long fall now im springin through summer no longer fallin through winter i wouldnt call it tunnel vision but i made decision to make a large incision in reality's prevision distorted reality im no longer living in

woke up early this morning 2:27 to be exact rubbing my eyes i flip the sheets wondering y i cant sleep i grab my book off the dresser how to address something so easy to break.. is what i call this wantin ya cool breeze to interupt the heated sleep, this tension headache that has me sitting up this night wanting to hold you so tight like a little gurl getting her first teddy bear you know like the bear you held so dare wanting to be like when you first learn how to talk the memory you dont actaully remember but you learned never to could forget but im not...so easily regrated the moon is shining so bright wishing it was y

what do you do when your hearts left behind you become lost in your mind and logic and emotions no longer coincide decisions become hard to abide but you know when the confusion subsides you wanna oblige.. the truth because your heart shows the proof that ya feelings are true am i having so much confliction because im avoiding my addiction or because my heart sees but my mind doesnt agree these are the thoughts that run through me why doesnt my mind agree why am i not ready

dream of something nice was the last words i heard before my eye surgery dosing off into to the deepest sleep ive ever been in a sleep so peaceful i couldnt feel anything a sleep so deep i honestly dont remember what i dreamt about what was the last thing i remember thinking about before i cant say for sure all i know was at that moment i was care free no pain no fears no hate jus my presence

so many emotions to the point that i just want to give up preceived to be a murderous surgeon with no heart strategically dismantling hearts with murderous intent jus a hollow shell with no good intentions but i have so much running through me theres no way i could be hollow like an open flood gate i feel more alive than ever but i dont feel i mean that in a good way its starting to become to much to handle like i need to hit the reset i feel that ive been so kind maintained so much peace of mind that my concious is slowly slipping and instinic is starting to take over i take so many shots i feel like i can take on W

Sex got easier to get love got harder to find hate is in an abundance being different is the crime reaching for acceptance by rejecting what defines who we really are Our natural design We give ourselves to others ten times initial worth We fall in love And we get hurt Forgetting real friends Trading them for fake Until you turn your back To dissect the stake We sing we laugh we steal things we even break dance too but in the end remember the only reflection you have Is you

A letter from here, from this cloud near Coming from all corners of my fear When I write to make my truth disappear Every drop of ink, kisses the precious tear I put words behind me, born to be tragedy Chasing me to me, they come before me I write you down, on veins, I write you I write your face, eyes on drops of dew Because, dying on sunny days is, funny Life is stuck; yet, doors are so many

Worlds collided cuz eyes met and you looked through I held my shield but you saw to the wielder You know me, who I am, who I desire to be You've had long glances at my secrets and wiped my fears and regrets from my cheeks From me to you there may be steps but no barrier From you to me, your words your touch, the carriers for my love right through my shield I know the sharpness of your blade and the cold warmth of it's kiss you've felt the searing rip of my sword and bled but we stayed stationary for eyes to meet and worlds to collide matching scars on our sides for turning where backs were supposed be supposedly I'm stupid an

I want to fly away to my own Never Land Where I'll never have to worry Never have to fight fears Never be afraid of the dark again Nothing would lurk in the dark shadows I would never be anything but content I could drift in a myraid of directions Watching everyone below on earth fight, struggle, compete for all the things that don't matter I could be as careless as a kid in disney land for the first time And everything I touch is mine May I fly? May I drift? Even if just for a little while Get away from the world But there's no one where to go but the world If only I was a sattelite Sprinkled with fairy dust I'd never ha

The flower needs the sun to bloom, water to grow, and carbon dioxide to survive Sadly the sun does not need the flower to raidate so glouriously The rain does not need a flower to have a graceful landing Carbon dioxide can still drift around freely, wondering It must feel good to be an independent factor Carrying on so independently Listening to all the 'I need you's' Ignoring all the 'I need you's' I need you And you can carry on Lighting up the sky, dampening the ground, roaming throught the air with out me A single insignificant purple flower in the dirt

When I lay my head down to dream I imagine that you're there next to me Our heads on the same pillow Arms around the other Legs intertwined  Noses touching And you whisper something so low I can't hear You of course smile and don't tell me But I just kiss your nose and you kiss mine back And we drift off together  Oh how I love you...

The rain fell in a heavy down pour over us Each droplet a bullet of wet and cold on our clothes and on our skin But we stood perfectly content facing the other You opened your arms  And I of course stepped into the familar place And as always I was going to step out again But your arms stayed bound around me not letting me go My eyes met yours and for some odd reason I laughed Quickly I looked down again thinking did I really just do that? But then you took my chin and lifted it back up The rain water dripping from my cheeks And your lips slowly pressed against mine I know I melted right there and was diluted by the rain

All I know is... Under your touch I feel sweet pleasure And next to your warmth We melt together  With ever kiss given You take away words So I write this to display your worth Can you see it yet In all my smiles And in the loads of laughter That come in piles Do you feel it  when I hold your hand You're a part of who I am An important piece That I can't lose I want to play healer For every bruise Inflicted by the usual Which I refuse to be I love you baby, can't you see

I lay on my bedroom floor Curled up with my dog Knowing I should be asleep by now But I lay awake  My mind going on and off again With strong springs and leaps of new ideas But then I thought No one ever taught me how to be a poet They taught me the alphabet, and cursive letters They helped me to spell and to read They told me about haikus and sonnets They defined for me a stanza, rhyme scheme, and alliteration Let me identify different examples of imagery But no one ever taught me how to be a poet  They never taught me how to throw myself onto a page  And latch on while the blank vacant space absorbed my creativ